Friday, December 28, 2012
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Rough path
A'haa!! Salam all,
As we know, we are already in the end of year or end of our vision of the year. I am gonna update myself about all things happened and affects towards 2013. I'd said this year my crazy year but it seems goes really hard for me to handle and might reflects to my next vision especially in 2013. The challenges carry forward to 2013 and it will be more craziest ever after and BRAVE is my core value to overcome any possibilities.
I made tough decision for my future and now it shows path that I choose gonna be rough. If I scared means I have decided the wrong thing. Now, 2013 is quite a long time for me prove it that I deserve both world as long as I won't let the basic one left a side.
2012 that I have been through is really tough for me as my responsibilities going up more than 200%. Other people don't realized about this because I still can acting and stay cool but pain served me internally. Who knows!! The challenges I bring forward next year is pumping me awarenesses, bravery, courage and shameful towards Allah S.W.T. Sentap!
As we know, we are already in the end of year or end of our vision of the year. I am gonna update myself about all things happened and affects towards 2013. I'd said this year my crazy year but it seems goes really hard for me to handle and might reflects to my next vision especially in 2013. The challenges carry forward to 2013 and it will be more craziest ever after and BRAVE is my core value to overcome any possibilities.
I made tough decision for my future and now it shows path that I choose gonna be rough. If I scared means I have decided the wrong thing. Now, 2013 is quite a long time for me prove it that I deserve both world as long as I won't let the basic one left a side.
2012 that I have been through is really tough for me as my responsibilities going up more than 200%. Other people don't realized about this because I still can acting and stay cool but pain served me internally. Who knows!! The challenges I bring forward next year is pumping me awarenesses, bravery, courage and shameful towards Allah S.W.T. Sentap!
Sunday, December 9, 2012
The White Dot
Salam all. Firstly, it is again about the journey of this year. 2012 is soon to be end. The progress of 12 months here really challenging for me and yet it will be more and more next year. I had myself Enough in non-productive things infact for real it was easy to speak it out but hard to execute. It shows that I am still weak and lack of exposure, knowledge as well as experience. After many years, I admit that I could not make it yet. What is actually that I am looking for? I thought it is about money but actually not at all.
Crazy year for me as I mentioned in early post this year, it changed my character, life style and scope of responsibility. I am totally different in many years back because of that. But, one thing that I still being trapped and don't know how to move out from that circle. It is the non-beneficial activities that never react positively towards my life momentum. I am thinking and doing something without any clear intensives and definitely it drives me to no where. And that is why and where I stucked now.
I am returning myself, mysoul, my heart to the where it belongs. I start all over again and always trying to be a good human. Awarenesses are there but I could not turn up, turn down, left or right and trapped deeper and deeper inside until it strains me. "YA ALLAH, show me the correct way".
Before I sleep, I will always thinking where my soul, heart, mind go while I am sleeping? And I woke up everyday with same me, same soul, heart and mind. But how long for that? It is something that need to sit at calm situation and pray for/to Allah S.W.T. Life is not forever but death is confirmed. Where am I when death is happen? What should I do if I already know the answer? Actually, I am thinking about death. I will die in anytime and no one can escape it. So, what is my preparation for that?
"Hendaklah tiap-tiap orang memerhatikan apa yang diusahakannya untuk esok (hari khiamat)."
(Surah al- Hasyr : 18)
Crazy year for me as I mentioned in early post this year, it changed my character, life style and scope of responsibility. I am totally different in many years back because of that. But, one thing that I still being trapped and don't know how to move out from that circle. It is the non-beneficial activities that never react positively towards my life momentum. I am thinking and doing something without any clear intensives and definitely it drives me to no where. And that is why and where I stucked now.
I am returning myself, mysoul, my heart to the where it belongs. I start all over again and always trying to be a good human. Awarenesses are there but I could not turn up, turn down, left or right and trapped deeper and deeper inside until it strains me. "YA ALLAH, show me the correct way".
Before I sleep, I will always thinking where my soul, heart, mind go while I am sleeping? And I woke up everyday with same me, same soul, heart and mind. But how long for that? It is something that need to sit at calm situation and pray for/to Allah S.W.T. Life is not forever but death is confirmed. Where am I when death is happen? What should I do if I already know the answer? Actually, I am thinking about death. I will die in anytime and no one can escape it. So, what is my preparation for that?
"Hendaklah tiap-tiap orang memerhatikan apa yang diusahakannya untuk esok (hari khiamat)."
(Surah al- Hasyr : 18)
Monday, December 3, 2012
Brave 2013
It's already December. Time is not been fast from usual but sometime because of busy, rush for something or ignorance of the time itself making us fall to that feeling. Like me, definitely rush for something and it drives me to feel such a time is not enough to accomplish my plan. Maybe it because of delaying things to make it happen. I,myself set length of the plan to be execute being due too long until certain period I called it the cut of time has come near and later I feel like time is moving fast from the beginning but actually it did not. Delaying something is killing our time. Thus, it is better to realize the meaning of "the power of NOW".
Knowledge is huge reflection towards an action, without knowledge we cannot go any further or act more than usual. It doesn't matter if you are still at where you are now. It means you neither I have not enough knowledge to execute something. So, get out from now on and gain knowledge in anything you think that can change your life in 360 as a whole. When you are getting full of your quota in your head, you may or will be more brave to apply it practically and that is your first move as well. Thus, I think it would be expand your quota as well as action to change. I believe, knowledge is moving people.
I don't want to label myself as a loser or failure but I believe myself still lack of knowledge thus it reflects to my action. I am learning in my ways now. Few things back were accomplished at my side and it did changed my life style. I am telling the truth of myself, I did learn something and I am done something. Actually I had huge stepped forward and I need more huge step and I really need that indeed.
I am writing for my personal improvement, I learn something and then I apply it here. It could be the best way for me to keep the momentum rather than doing nothing and hoping so much things. This is one of the plan that I succeed and yet still ongoing.
This year 2012 is going to end soon, lot of things still pending. Am I going to drag again to another year? Of course for me "enough is enough". Nevertheless, I had experienced so many things this year and I learn a lot of things as well. My entries here are mostly regards to the personal achievement and read the earlier blog entries show the comparison between old post and new post onwards. Am I getting more confidence to blogging or still afraid to share? As long as it has showed up an improvement day by day, month by month and year by year. Nothing is wasted.
The wake up alarm is always ON and I am aware about my time management. Time is not fast but the more delay on execution of whatever I planned is the more it has occupied onto the timeline of the whole plan. In the end, it end up with overloaded and down "In the Afternoon & not even reached evening" yet. I mean doing things half way again. By the way, I am looking forward to work harder in 2013. The theme of 2013 for me is "BRAVE". InsyaAllah.
Knowledge is huge reflection towards an action, without knowledge we cannot go any further or act more than usual. It doesn't matter if you are still at where you are now. It means you neither I have not enough knowledge to execute something. So, get out from now on and gain knowledge in anything you think that can change your life in 360 as a whole. When you are getting full of your quota in your head, you may or will be more brave to apply it practically and that is your first move as well. Thus, I think it would be expand your quota as well as action to change. I believe, knowledge is moving people.
I don't want to label myself as a loser or failure but I believe myself still lack of knowledge thus it reflects to my action. I am learning in my ways now. Few things back were accomplished at my side and it did changed my life style. I am telling the truth of myself, I did learn something and I am done something. Actually I had huge stepped forward and I need more huge step and I really need that indeed.
I am writing for my personal improvement, I learn something and then I apply it here. It could be the best way for me to keep the momentum rather than doing nothing and hoping so much things. This is one of the plan that I succeed and yet still ongoing.
This year 2012 is going to end soon, lot of things still pending. Am I going to drag again to another year? Of course for me "enough is enough". Nevertheless, I had experienced so many things this year and I learn a lot of things as well. My entries here are mostly regards to the personal achievement and read the earlier blog entries show the comparison between old post and new post onwards. Am I getting more confidence to blogging or still afraid to share? As long as it has showed up an improvement day by day, month by month and year by year. Nothing is wasted.
The wake up alarm is always ON and I am aware about my time management. Time is not fast but the more delay on execution of whatever I planned is the more it has occupied onto the timeline of the whole plan. In the end, it end up with overloaded and down "In the Afternoon & not even reached evening" yet. I mean doing things half way again. By the way, I am looking forward to work harder in 2013. The theme of 2013 for me is "BRAVE". InsyaAllah.
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