The shadow of "Mistake"

Today is November 8th and today also I am going to update my blog for the second post of this month. Actually, there is nothing interesting that I could share here since I haven't experience any of happening events lately. I am not living in KL that I might have a lot things to share. This update is only regards to my path which a long the way is only a same thing happens. What happen? Yes! It is the same challenge that I had told here in previous post. Building the correct path won't be easy for me as well as people out there. I know my destination and I am able to draw the path but I couldn't follow it. Why? Because of there were a lot of other paths joined in and interfered. It would be difficult when confusion is conquering while travel in the path. That is how and where it begins, the mistake happens in my life. Sorry! I am writing about my life journey. Who read this post will be a lot of confuses in their head. But, importantly, I am telling here that I am not going to blame myself or anyone else for the mistakes I had before. I want to share something interesting happens because of that word "mistake". The view of other angle shows me what was right and what was wrong. This is proved that when the principle of my life, Islam (Back to the basic) applied into the mistake I had and the word that I called itself a "mistake" is turned to "gift". It is actually gift for me from Allah S.W.T. It might be my ultimate mistake in the matter of choosing the right way of the journey, but it doesn't means that I will lost forever. As long as I am staying with the basic of life, there will be another ways or another paths for me whichever is better than before. It taught me how to view matters of something in other angles. It is like when I look at one object on my standing, the shape is square and the result instantly installed into my mind without analyze further. My mind couldn't running out of its level to figure out the possibility full shape of the object. Actually, this matter is regards to the brain growth, knowledge and exposure. But, I don't need to rush to have all these, I just need to go back to the basic and utilize existing brain as maximum as possible. Later, I have learn it. I am able to view in different angles and figure out the shape of object just now is square at front view but turns to circle at the back. It is against my existing thought and logic about the object. Moral of the story here don't think that when I realized I have made mistake it doesn't means it was a mistake at all, there is actually something running behind of it. Whatever happens in this world must have its own good and benefit. For example, I had choose to stay in company A instead of change to company B although company B gave me a better offer. I regretted after few years later but actually, from that mistake, I am having new life here whereby I am married to beautiful wife, having beautiful baby, having myself stay near with my parents, having my own house, car and much more. These all the things that might be not belongs to me if I choose company B. I felt guilty of what I have done lately, I am not supposed to regret for any mistakes or challenges came cross at my path. That is lesson for me to correct my drawing in order to get smooth in the journey. If all on my own, the path I drew is straight at my eyes but the fact is deflected to the real failure. What I should do now is only draw a new path and continue my journey. Be positive for any decision I have made. Don't ever give up when I know it is a mistake.