Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The 27 update


Salam and Alhamdulillah. I am still here and alive strongly, healthy as a father for 2 princess, Aliya and Akhira. Both of them are growing stronger and healthier as well. It goes same to my lovely wife, we live as happy family. Syukur to Allah SWT and I pray without failed to Allah in order for reflection towards inner of myself and also around me (environmental), people around me regardless who they are. Selawat onto Nabi Muhammad SAW. Isghtifar!
First of all, this entry is quite more or less regards to my fifth stage progress and also the 27 update. Don't mind if I just flashback the meaning of those. What is fifth stage? the 27?. I dare to share it here and it is simply none of seriousness issue for whom read this blog except me. I am blogging not to swing any slanders to cast aspersion towards somebody out there. It is all about me, internally. How I tried hardly to improve the connection between me and The Creator, Allah SWT.
I had 1st stage when I was a baby, such a plain of something to be design what to be, then I turned to second stage which I was in primary school. It was a time for me got my very first social life officially as a student. I don't need facebook in those days. Life became more challenge when I was in secondary school, it would be a great art of destiny of my life, a practicality and knowledge. This stage known as 3rd stage for me. Then, I supposed to turn to 4th stage which is next level of learning process but I skipped it due to personal matter. I jumped to fifth stage which is present. I am building my carrier, family and life to the next higher level within this stage before I need to experience a 6th stage. 6th stage is my OLD days. What left to be done, health is much essential to take care than others. That are on going journey that I have right now, roughly. Within those stages, there are so many tough things for me to face whether it already past or in coming. The preparation should be there since I am aware about it. That is why this blog is exist.
If the stages are the roads thus "the27" is the transport. It is like a wheel bringing me forward no matter in hard way (by force) or nature. This plan 27 is more on religious activities that I working on it everyday. That is my initiative, create my own theory of my life based on what I learn and what I know. I don't need to wait until light comes to me but I am seeking the light comes to me. It already started though I haven't get any of it completely yet, but it is better to do than never.
 I am still weak and need to learn more not only about Islam and hereafter but life here as well. Learn about life is not "more to the world" in total but in order to adapt myself to the current challenges existing nowadays because like this said, "if you want to beat your enemy, learn your enemy first". Who is my enemy? They live a long with me deeply inside and whispering on bad things, do this, do that and finally it ended regretful within me. That is their promises. 

That is it for this entry. Nothing much and nothing less, it is moderate enough to educate me and awake me now. Before I left, I just want to share something that I need and compulsory as a muslim to share. That was  what I have been through recently. Refer to Surah An-Nisa Ayat 142, and look at yourself whether those sentence reflecting to yourself or not. If yes, read Ayat 145 (if I am not mistaken) and you could seen the solution there. Allahu'akbar!